I thought I would hate it, but it's been good for me to figure out if I'm playing well and getting beat, or if the dice are beating me, or if I'm making too many costly risky moves.
Wow. Thanks for waiting so long, I actually got a few hours of sleep, but I am still exhausted and in no shape to actually sit on my computer for stretches longer than a few minutes. Fever too. Got an appointment with a doctor tomorow. Good night.